April 2010
Hi Everyone:
Spring sprung forward, time changed in zones, health insurance is federally mandated, and my ancestors were wrecking havoc in my life. Don’t worry…none of these topics are meant to go together particularly, except it all happened in March. It had me a bit flustered. I don’t want to say much about the first three since I attempt to keep my political views separate in the newsletters…and yes, changing from Standard to Daylight time is political. Only spring feels like a natural occurrence…no matter what happens in the story of this planet now, I can count on Spring happening somewhere…which is completely different in how I feel about my genetics. There is such unpredictibleness in my lineage. But we’re (my practitioner and I) are working it through as I’m tracking it back between now and 8000 years ago. I’m hoping this will help some of you look deeper at your issues who have been working with ThetaHealing for awhile. And for the rest of you, it will give you possibilities at the levels of beliefs that can be cleared. After clearing the surface beliefs, which to me include self-esteem and levels of God issues, it goes deeper into the 3 R's, disease and disorder, any trauma issues then into the metaphysical/past life/jumper issues and now the genetic ancestral lines. This article is rather lengthy so I hope you can track it.
So here’s the story (and it won’t disappear this month because I’m writing it first in Word). I was working down my mother’s genetic line around a particular physical issue that I’ve had for a long time only to find that I had actually been in her line as a soul/human being about 900 years ago. This was the time that the Catholic church was starting their witch hunts in Europe, and women fled into the woods or caves to keep their arts and themselves alive. (Isn't it interesting how much news has been about the Catholic Church this month?) Without going into details, it was not a nice life as I played the role of both a female victim and perpetrator of abusive acts. The belief that it left me with was: Within my lineage of abuse, the ancestors have to pass the abuse on to resolve it. This might give you a clue of the pattern of abuse in a family lineage as well as how to dig as I explore this with you. This piece didn’t get resolved in that session as time ran out. I didn’t get it finished on my own that week because I was busy prepping for the Basic workshop which happened a few days later. But I do feel its on the way to be complete.
On Saturday of the Basic workshop, I walked to the bank and then sat in my car to relax and balance my checkbook which I normally don’t take with me. I went to teach the afternoon session, came home after, and realized I left my checkbook in the car…or so I thought. I had, somehow, forgotten to lock my car and both my mileage notepad and checkbook were missing. I panicked at first after searching my car. I then went up to Creator and heard they were taken but my money was safe. The next day, in mentioning this to the class, the police tech who took reports on the patio robbery that turned out amazing in October (http://www.thetadnaactivation.com/November2009.htm ) and my credit card being hacked online in February, was now taking the workshop. She so appropriately mentioned that I now had a pattern of being a victim of crime…3 times in the last 6 months. I liked it that she brought this up because it showed me the class was paying attention to the concepts of patterning in looking at people’s belief systems.
After the workshop, I went to park the car in my home garage, and in reaching for the remote garage door opener on the visor, it wasn't there. So now the thief had access to my address and possible means for a future robbery.
I spent that Monday taking care of changing the garage code and canceling bank accounts among other things on my day off. I sat with the situation, after, to find the belief: My ancestors believe that the best way to have money is through tragedy. You might wonder how I came up with money being involved, but that gets a little intricate so I’ll just include that Creator showed me and this was connected to my family lineage.
A few days later, my practitioner asked at my session, “In dealing with these situations, what does it force you to do?"
Without analyzing things and allowing my subconscious to unload, I hear, “Get things done fast. Did I not get things taken care of immediately in all the situations before there was any great damage to deal with?” This was a lesson of growth for me. I used my connection to receive information from Creator that my checkbook had indeed been stolen but my money was safe.
Oftentimes the practitioner hears the belief or pattern and will ask the client to test it. The belief, My ancestors need tragedy to know that they were vulnerable, was tested in my ancestors' behalf because I personally didn’t have the belief. In gearing this to me anyways, as the genetics get dumped into the present times, I was asked what I felt about this awareness. In the past, I had felt that tragedy brings people closer to their feelings. I could see that my lineage was very dissociated and because tragedy happened all the time for them, they didn’t identify it as a tragedy due to their lineage of dissociation …the tragedy became an opportunity…to be close to the creative life force that they understood.
My practitioner asks, “How is it that you benefit in the way it shows up in your life?”
Good question! I saw the pattern in how God/Creator showed up in my life in a strong way every single time these tragedies happened. I felt strongly protected and things were resolved quickly…it was definitely a demonstration of God in Action.
The belief I tested from that awareness was, I have an obligation to have tragedies in order to have opportunities for miracles. The obligation was cleared but it went deeper (could be experienced by looking at the neuro-connection pattern with the connection to All-that-IS). I was asked what other ways would I be able to have these types of miracles? I thought this was humorous. So thinking outloud, I expressed that I hoped I wasn’t doing this for good writing material being the writer that I am. To get serious, I also saw that it gives me concrete validation.
“How else would you be validated without drama or tragedy?”
“Why can’t it happen through everyday miracles? I’d go someplace, make this connection, the connection knows all these people and all these cool manifestations just happen. There are a lot of other stories that are great without needing the tragedy end of it. It’s like it needs the duality or adversity to make it fit and be more concrete in this world using all aspects of the duality—tragedy and comedy…well, I wouldn’t say comedy because I haven’t seen the humor part yet, but that would be fun to see sometime when I am not in the middle of this drama.”
“Why would this kind of duality and intensity be more enjoyable for the story?”
“The first thing that comes to my mind is that everyone likes a good suspense. And then I thought that you can’t have a good suspense without a tragedy involved in order to have the suspense in the first place.” I was following my own train of thought. “I just watched a suspense movie last night, and there was a tragedy that built the energy to solve the suspense. People don’t get interested or engaged unless there is a tragedy/drama or comedy to keep us entertained. If there isn’t suspense, there isn’t a mystery.
I was asked to test:
For something to have suspense, it has to have tragedy.
Creator's definition and perspective of suspense in Highest & best way
That it’s possible to have that kind of suspense build up without tragedy
In looking at the energy of ‘Suspense’, it’s an intensifier …it builds until it hits that precipice, like a volcano… then opens up, and you have a conclusion....that can be with anything that entices you until you have that fulfillment.
We got into a discussion on the the negative end of ‘intrigue’ which comes into play with suspense. I cleared the belief that I’ll loose my awareness if I’m in intrigue, replaced by Creator with I can have intrigue and maintain my awareness in empowerment, never seeing before that intrigue could just be curiosity.
“So what was that piece about having stories to write?” My practitioner doesn’t miss a beat/link.
“It brings an energy of interest and brings people tension…so if there isn’t some sort of tragedy, people loose interest. Actually, people might see something as tragedy and sometimes it’s the best result in that paradigm. I’ve seen movies where it ends as a tragedy, and I’m totally bummed by it…there is no redeeming factor, nothing learned. If there is a lesson in the tragedy, I can get it. But if there is no redeeming factor to others, that would support their paradigm that only shit happens and they are satisfied with that. I need a redemption factor. I have a belief that I need to have tragedy to see the redemption of life.
In looking at the energy of redemption, it’s a very 5th Plane concept—it is dependent on duality, the hero’s quest and adventure through tragedy and darkness in order to find one's own Light and then step into his/her abilities and power. So I didn’t want the definition of redemption. I wanted to know that redemption was complete for myself and my ancestors. I really felt that download shift me strongly.
In being asked to go back to how I want to manifest my adventures, I had no problem reiterating my everyday miracle possibility.
“How would other people see that? Would they see that as something that would be fun?”
"Yea!! Oh, for sure. Everybody would want it. How many people do you know who would want a car accident and 3 robberies to have fun and adventure? I definitely have a different paradigm of possibilities here. I’m grateful to work through these ancestral issues.”
The session continued as the questions were then geared to the original physical issue which created a feeling of being socially isolated. This awareness also brought up that this social isolation increased due to my advancement in consciousness…I definitely see life from a very different paradigm than most and I live my life from that Truth. I was given the teaching to have both that Advancement and having community as active.
So my ancestral beliefs intermingled with my present life. I would like to say that this was the end of the story, and I live happily ever after. Well, I definitely choose when I want to feel happy knowing that it’s always possible, but I didn’t feel that way when the this physical manifestation has continued and then something came up personally that created a sense of feeling misunderstood. I had a melt down which is really good for me. I get to continue to practice being a real human being and just let myself cry.
At this point, I probably should not have even left the house in my unraveling state, but I received a call saying that my fresh farm eggs were ready to be picked up. I ended up doing a California stop (rolling to a near stop but not braking completely... for those of you who are from out-of-state or country) just 50 feet from the egg people's driveway and got a ticket. (The policeman wanted to make his quota because he drove away from that hidden corner right after.) I went up to Creator while the officer was writing the ticket commanding that it be cancelled. He gave it to me anyways saying he appreciated that I didn’t make any objections. How could I…I was in shock!
I came home, sobbed some more and decided it was time to connect with God and get myself back to calm. I dug my way out. I heard from Creator the belief that, I have to payback my ancestors for how they protect me. I asked, ‘How were they protecting me by me getting a ticket?’ This felt like putting salt on an open wound. How my ancestors perceived it was chaotic to me…they seemed to want me to continue to support their pattern of dysfunction and that’s how they’d support me…chaos. They had a twisted sense of how one gets protected. I saw how my ancestors can only evolve through misfortune and guilt…it’s the binding force that keeps them communicating and connected…it brings stability and being able to count on something in their lives. It wasn’t tragedy now. It was misfortune. (I'm almost finished with this story...hope you're all awake.)
In looking at the scene of getting a ticket and praying for it to cancel, I saw that My ancestors are above human law. I didn’t see that as a bad thing since human law is so dark to me. The ancestors and I all felt that human law was full of favortism and egotism, but Creator said that their perception excluded morals, like killing others, in how they held themselves above human law. Ok, I can get that. I discovered that I had a belief that I am responsible for stabilizing my ancestors in this world so that they can somehow be above the human law. By me feeling stabilized in this world and in them expecting misfortune, I saw their perception about earth--that it is mistake of God's and that chaos rules which lead to Chaos is the factor that stabilizes life. I had Creator do a teaching to differentiate between God of All and God because their God is Chaos. [I wonder if this goes along with the big bang theory and creation coming from chaos]
Going back to being able to count on something brought up a lot of tears because some things that I’ve expected haven’t manifested yet. I saw that when I count on something and it doesn’t happen in my expected timing, I tend to go into an internal chaos which thus stabilizes me since my ancestors and I believe that Only Chaos is stable.
I then was shown that misfortune can also be comical. How many movies do you watch where other's misfortunes are made to be hilarious. I worked on tragedy last time, and how my ancestors and I had perceived it, and now I could conclude with misfortune and humor. My ancestors need misfortune to see the humor in life. Both tragedy and comedy have elements of misfortune. So I had Creator teach me, How to live my life w/o misfortune.
After I finished this digging, I could actually breathe deeply, I stopped crying, and felt clearer. I had the energy and resilience to go out dancing. I felt a deep gratitude for being brought back to calm without needing chaos to feel stable. For those of you who knew about elements of my story, I hope that this keeps us in a place of non-judgment as we each get an opportunity to face life with the dignity and learnings of our process.
In healing and gratitude,
Judy
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PRACTICUM
The next Paradigm Shifters gathering will be on Saturday, May 1st. Due to family commitments and teaching an Advance workshop, I won't be able to have it in April. The Basic is from 11 AM to 1 PM and the Advanced is from 2- 4 PM with a semi-veg potluck from 1-2 at my home in Santa Rosa. The cost is $25 each section or $45 for both if you're an Advanced student/practitioner in attendance. Please RSVP by April 26th. I welcome all students of ThetaHealing™. Remember that the more you practice, the more that ThetaHealing™ can be incorporated into your life to change it.
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WORKSHOPS
http://www.thetadnaactivation.com/workshops.html
All courses are accredited by the ThetaHealing™ Institute of Knowledge and can be applied toward the ThetaHealing™ Master program.
There is a discount price for those who wish to review the courses as there are always updates as well as hearing the vast amount of information for the second time.
ThetaHealing™ series in Santa Rosa, CA.
Contact me at jd@thetahealingintuitive.com or 707-542-5502
Advance workshop--April 23-25th; This workshop is so very different from the Basic as we learn about and travel to the different planes, learn new techniques to make our healing easier, receive over 400 Creator's teachings and become more proficient at digging.
Basic Level 1-2 workshop-July 30th to August 1st . Nursing CEU's available.
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Intuitive Anatomy In Antioch, California
Taught by my dear friend and ThetaHealing™ Master, Eric Brumett
This 3-week workshop is so dynamic as the participants travel through each system of the human body, scanning, learning its function, accessing its belief systems and clearing it.
- PREREQUISITES: Basic and Advanced
- DATE & TIME: Monday through Friday, May 17th-June 4th from 10 AM to 6 PM.
- TUITION: $1700 plus $300 Deposit Fee ($2000 total)
- CONTACT hostess Roberta Graham, ThetaHealing Practitioner at American Institute of Natural Healing in Antioch, CA. 925.777.9994 or ainh@comcast.net
DNA 3 in Thousand Oaks, CA.
Taught by ThetaHealing™ Master, Eric Brumett
This 5-day workshop expands your experience of true unconditional love and joy. It is mind-opening, exhilarating, playful, fun, and most of all, deeply transformational.
- PREREQUISITES: Basic, Advanced and Intuitive Anatomy
- DATE & TIME: Monday through Friday, June 21st-25th from 10 AM to 6 PM
- TUITION: The early bird course tuition is $1,000 with a $150 deposit. After May 21st the tuition is $1250.
- CONTACT hostess, Kelila Heller, ThetaHealing Instructor, Thousand Oaks, CA kelila@innergardensofhealing.com 805-551-1740
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METAPHYSICS AND SCIENCE
Science hopes to change events that have already occurred
Influencing the past is impossible -- what's done is done, right? In being possible, think of the mind-bending paradoxes it would create. While tinkering with the past, you might change the circumstances by which your parents met, derailing the key event that led to your birth. Such are the perils of retrocausality, the idea that the present can affect the past, and the future can affect the present. Strange as it sounds, retrocausality ... has been debated for decades, mostly in the realm of philosophy and quantum physics. Trouble is, nobody has done the experiment to show it happens in the real world, so the door remains wide open for a demonstration. Researchers are on the verge of experiments that will finally hold retrocausality's feet to the fire by attempting to send a signal to the past. It should all be doable with the help of a state-of-the-art optics workbench and the bizarre yet familiar tricks of quantum particles. If retrocausality is confirmed… it would overturn our most cherished notions about the nature of cause and effect and how the universe works.
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2007/01/21/ING5LNJSBF1.DTL
Doctor claims he has evidence of the afterlife
Mary Jo Rapini, a clinical psychologist, had long worked with terminal cancer patients. When they told her of their near-death experiences, she would often chalk their stories up as a reaction to their pain medication. But in April 2003, she faced her own mortality. She suffered an aneurysm while working out [in] a gym and was rushed to the hospital. She was in an intensive care unit for three days when she took a turn for the worse. “All of a sudden [doctors] were rushing around me and inserting things into me, and they called my husband,” she [said]. “I looked up and I saw this light; it wasn’t a normal light, it was different. It was luminescent. And it grew. I kept looking at it like, ‘What is that?’ Then it grew large and I went into it. I went into this tunnel, and I came into this room that was just beautiful. God held me, he called me by name, and he told me, ‘Mary Jo, you can’t stay.’ And he said, ‘Let me ask you one thing — have you ever loved another the way you’ve been loved here?’ And I said, ‘No, it’s impossible. I’m a human.’ And then he just held me and said, ‘You can do better.’ ” While Rapini’s account may seem far-fetched, [Dr. Jeffrey] Long [in his book Evidence of the Afterlife: The Science of Near-Death Experiences] says her recollections mirror nearly all stories of near-death experiences.
http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/34953759/ns/today-today_people?gt1=43001/from
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ANIMAL WORLD
In Africa, Wildlife photographer, Greg du Toit captures the most amazing never-before-seen pictures show of wild animals while sitting in a water hole for 3 months, semi-submerged for 270 hours to get the animals on film. To him, his hard work - three hours per day for seven days a week in the water - was definitely worth the wait even though he ended up contracting several tropical diseases and parasites. http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1253935/Photographer-captures-amazing-images-lions-watering-hole-submerging-months.html
Noah, the non-releasable, one-legged homing pigeon/rock dove belongs to Bob and Georganne Lenham of Wild Rose Rescue Ranch in Texas. He is the comforter to the baby animals that they rescue by using his wings. http://www.arcforwildlife.com/the-pigeon-and-the-bunnies.htm
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HEALTH
Fearless woman (this goes for men too!) ….whether it's sharing your truth with a friend at coffee, blogging about it on the Internet, talking with your family, writing a poem, writing a book, making a film, or starting up a business or organization with a cause-based mission -- each time you share your truth (and by this I mean your deepest inner knowing), you help another woman (man) to heal.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/tabby-biddle/fearless-women_b_506182.html
Free Non –GMO food guide: http://www.nongmoshoppingguide.com/documentFiles/144.pdf
Look up your phone’s radiation level http://www.ewg.org/cellphoneradiation/Get-a-Safer-Phone?inlist=Y&utm_source=cellupdateresendcal&utm_medium=email&utm_content=third-link&utm_campaign=cell
Free guide to Safe Cell phone use
Tap water contaminant 'castrates' frogs
An herbicide that contaminates the tap water consumed by millions of Americans has been found to produce gender-bending effects in male frogs, "chemically castrating" some and turning others into females, a study shows. Frogs in the experiment were exposed to amounts of the weedkiller atrazine that are comparable to the levels allowed in drinking water by the Environmental Protection Agency, says lead researcher Tyrone Hayes of the University of California-Berkeley. In Hayes' earlier studies, atrazine caused male frogs to begin growing eggs in their testes. In this experiment, 10% of the males exposed to atrazine — one of the most commonly used herbicide in the world — actually changed sex; some were able to breed and lay eggs. Nearly all of the other males had low testosterone and sperm levels, which made them unable to reproduce, Hayes says. The experiment [raises] new questions about the safety of atrazine, which other studies have linked to human birth defects, low birth weight, prematurity and low sperm count. About 75% of stream water samples and 40% of groundwater samples contain atrazine, according to the U.S. Geological Survey. The Natural Resources Defense Council, an environmental advocacy group, detected atrazine in 90% of tap water samples from 139 water systems. The European Union has banned the chemical.
http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/2010-03-02-1Aatrazine02_ST_N.htm